Realized I hadnt' journaled since Christmas so here you go:

So I found out today that I am going to be in Captive Free. [link] I am going to be traveling the country next year instead of going to college.

I think it will be nice escaping my life here. I also will be returning to Germany in June hopefully with a better support system this time. Lack of Bob helps. Ive been thinking of him lately. He is unfortunatly the best of what Ive had. Especially now. My current beau lies cronically and is as annoying as HELL! Today he managed to stain my brand new white shirt with paint and ketchup. UGH!!! I cant stand him but prom is coming up soon and I have pissed off the other two guys who asked me so yea... I want to be free from him but I dont want to be completely free until I leave.

Well enjoy your lives kids.